lent?

oh no.. another weekend is here again. and it just struck me that this sunday is the fifth sunday of lent! *faint*

lent has been the most ordinary period of the year. it has been monotonous and just very normal.. and i haven been putting extra hard effort to make it meaningful. and realising that lent is gonna be over even before i know it scares me. think this period has also been the most stressful period in my life. i have never felt so stressed over school work before and i have never been this busy before.. its madness. and its not gonna get any freer till after the 10th of april. and by then easter would be over.

praise God i have blogs to inspire me. i need to learn to put God in the center of all the things im doing. presently, he's been just a faraway person i dont even think of so often now. my daily night prayers have been reduced to just a sign of the cross and then i never ever finish them before i sleep. and attempts to go for morning mass keep failing! so i haven been for daily mass in a billion years!

just now while uploading photos, i found this pic, and it reminded me of the http://donghaeng.net video clip we watched quite a while back.. a touching clip on how God has given this boy a duty to show people the way to God and told him to be obedient and loyal wherever he went. he fell, cos the wind and the other distractions were too much for him to take, but still he picked himself up and tried again, holding on even more to the cross even in the toughest of all situations.

ok, i just watched it again and im very touched, awed and inspired. (: praise God for a wonderful start of the day!

oh and im gonna miss my mum! she's gone to china yesterday and wun be back till next sat. i dont remember having her so faraway before. haha. suddenly i feel like a little girl again, feeling insecure when my mum's not around me..