Spirit of Discernment please pour afresh upon me!!!

Hi friends,

I really don't know what to do ... the harvest is plentiful but the laborers are few ... but yet, I really don't know whether is it God's Will for me to carry on to even further my studies now. Though I have great desire to serve Him in ministries, i was once being challenged by Sam Lim this morning from St. Ignatius of Loyola that the Devil can also misled us in the 'apparent' good that having this spiritual desire may not be even from God ... So i really don't know how ...

Last night, I really had so much of difficulty in sleeping simply because there's so much worries, fears, and anxieties in me. I was wondering whether i should consider studying now. Currently, i am already involved in Men's group, MSC Core, and Catechist ... but thank God the catechist thing should be over by September 2007. The reality of the problem is that i am going to work full time and study part time ... and plus all the church ministries ...

I really don't know how to move on in life man especially after speaking to Samuel... there's suddenly so much fear in me that i might fall into the trap of the evil one ... It's so difficult to discern what is from God ... Lord Jesus, Please help me in my discernment process and I am struggling greatly ... please be with me as i struggle with this ...

Colin Sng